COULD YOU TEAR IT OPEN?

i'm laughing like crazy and doing things like dancing and jumping around RP.
as well as singing way off key.
all this simply because i'm high.
and i'm high simple because i'm emotionally unstable.
i guess she was right.
i really am emotionally unstable.
but that's besides the point.

i'm stuffing my face with food and all goes to my already chubby waist.
kaira id going to kill me because i havent exercised and i'm having chocolate all over me.
people, please dont think weirdly.

i've missed out on my papaya milk today.
so i wont have big tits like picture featured on jason pereira's blog.
i'll give you the link later.
i swear that it really cracked me up and i wouldn't mind meeting him in person.

i got my star/rainbow shoes on monday!
it made me a happy girl until i got blisters.
maybe its a little too small for me.
i'm not really sure though.
but i love it.
its giving my kinda dull life some colour.

so please dont judge my friends as and when you want.
i know that you have people to back you up because they are siblings and sibling's boyfriends and what not.
but that does not give you a right.
to let anything shoot out of your mouth.
you started this mess and you got hurt by it, it makes it your fault not theirs.
so grow a fucking backbone and stand up for yourself instead of hiding behind people's backs and crying over milk that you spilled on purpose.

i love my girlfriends.
nick and mirrorboy included.
they really do make school worth going to.
somehow it makes me like school more than i know.
somehow it makes me feel like family.

its just going to be another open letter to you.

EDIT;
i forgot to put the link for jason's blog.
gosh. i make it as though he's my close friend.
CLICK HERE.
and and and...
website for my shoes.
SUCHARESHOES.

i'm going to get my tattoo.
i dont think i'm going to town to get mine.
i'm going to follow mummy jo's advice and go to the same tattoo artist as her.
SAM! if you here this.
you're going to follow me right?

22 more days!